Rebranding, Breaking, Living.

I have some things on my mind. Firstly, I am tired. I am tired of trying so hard to find time for all of the things I love; writing, lettering, calligraphy, photography. I am tired of posting in so many different places. To begin saving time, I am working through some ideas to make themContinue reading “Rebranding, Breaking, Living.”

Illness & Disability During the Pandemic

Wow, has shit gotten real or what? I haven’t written in a while because while the world has been battling this crazy virus, I have had some other battles to face. About a month and a half ago, I began my search for a new primary care provider that would work alongside my holistic providers.Continue reading “Illness & Disability During the Pandemic”

Walking Alone

I have a hard time writing about my past. Not so much because it is difficult to talk about but because I feel that I am talking down on the people who raised me. It isn’t that. It is only my perception. The way I experienced the events as a highly sensitive person living inContinue reading “Walking Alone”

I Have Always Wanted to Live

I moved out of my parents’ house when I wasn’t quite 19 years old. It was February of 2005. I was going to school at the local community college with a full course load but also worked a full time job. After moving out, I couldn’t afford to do both so I dropped out andContinue reading “I Have Always Wanted to Live”

Getting Funky

I don’t mean funky in a good way, I mean getting funky like the funk, the fog, the deep dark spiral is near. I can feel it coming on. I cling to the few days of normalcy I have just experienced before it comes back to plague me. I know it is coming because prettyContinue reading “Getting Funky”

The Month of Love

From what I hear, February is the month of love. I guess Valentine’s Day and all. Seven years ago, in February, I got engaged. We had a nine month old son and we were in the process of rebuilding our house. I had come over to the house with our son to check out theContinue reading “The Month of Love”

On Being Tired

I try to take time on Sundays to rest. Having a chronic illness and post exertional malaise because of it can make even the simplest of existences exhausting. It is one of the symptoms that I despise the most and it often leaves me frustrated and angry. I feel unable to keep up with lifeContinue reading “On Being Tired”

Feel the Chair Beneath You

It was a beautiful day today. The sun was amazing and felt so welcome on my skin. The kids would have only needed sweatshirts to stay warm but because of the snow they were in full gear. The snow had turned into perfect packing snow and they made pieces of a snowman. I stood backContinue reading “Feel the Chair Beneath You”